Nini SUPERb

2009-12-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

Im unprivating my blog SOON kay ^^

Have a look later on .

2009-11-27T14:27:00.001+08:00

WWW.ILOVEDOPEBOY.BLOGSPOT.COM

Relink me .(:

im changing blog.

2009-11-27T11:57:00.004+08:00

My new blog url : www.ilovedopeboy.blogspot.com

Do Tag And RE-LINK me(:

Place ur email at my tagboard !

2009-11-27T11:39:00.006+08:00

Im changing blog !

And i privated it . Cause there would be spammers :D

Tag me ur email if u want to read my blog .

NOW , i have not even invite anyone .

Do tag at my tagboard, hunks and babes !

So , i can invite y'all (:

Happy Birthday to me (:

2009-11-26T13:55:00.002+08:00

Im glad cause my love ones remembered my birthday and sent me wishes exactly aroung 12am . Im happy , seriously . But I thank Sufiah my adik angkt for giving me a very,very,long message birthday wish . I love u too . Thanks for all the wishes people , i appreciated it really^^

So now , im confuse+happy . Confuse cause Amin's being selfish): asking me to choose either him or Amin . Isnt it enough what i did yesterday make u realise ? Maybe i should just make it a habit kan Amin ? Hmph ! At night then ill celebrate cause i want to wait for my Father . Oh how much i miss him .

I'll update more later . Gonna help ma awith the cooking for tomorrow and waiting for my Nenek Tersayang and cousins ! Kae chalobeteh (:

Much love-Shasha Yahya

i love it when im high

2009-11-25T20:35:00.001+08:00

So i had my Primary5 habits two times , baru jee leh tahan finish . Hehe .

Hope y'all happy XD . I feel satisfied now .

losing

2009-11-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Im a liar . Im a hyprocite . Im greedy to have more than 1 person loving me so much . I don't deserve anyone not even . Im sorry im not being a good person to u . i appreciate Amin & Faizal for loving me so much . Really , but its a waste if i lose one . I love them Both so much that idk who to choose . I should just lose contact woth u both . Im sorry but this the way you two want me to conlcude kan . Then i will . I hope u two will find someone better asap cause both of u are cute . Idk whether to put a smiley face or a sad face . I know inside amin's mind ,i might be putting on a sad face for fun . im not . Since u dun believer , then i better i shpuld go awa from u all uh . idk what to do alr . Maybe this is what i get for my bday . Thanks ALLAH , i appreciate it. I knw losing both of them will make my sister happy . I hope ure happy now with whatver it is . U two go ahead . Move on , have a happy life . I'll just be here blowing my candles all alone , just like my dream . Thanks ): After losing fai and amin , i guess its enough for me to tahan already . I'll be hugging that bear of mine to keep me string cause i already knew fromt he start that i'll lose both of you . Yes i knew Faizal one year plus already and amin 5 months plus already . I held strong . I cherish every minute when i went out with either of them . I love y'all really . Im stress . And whenever im stress , there's always one thing that makes me go high . Amin should know . Primary 5 habit , thanks for reminding me .

I suck in love so much .

Kaninabochibai .

Ayah , Faizal & Amin , who else ?!?!

2009-11-25T10:41:00.003+08:00

I just felt like shouting letting out my feelings and expressions right now just like this kid here .

Remind me again why i have friends . I was thinking do i reallyreally have good friends ? Entah ah ehk , otak mixed up sia . Nowadays i just felt myself like a free person having no friends/bf taphy somehow rather this buddy of mine , Nasrul , I just felt he was there for me always .. Thanks , yknow how much i appreciate it alot dude. Even now im texting him not Faizal . Padahal Faizal's now having work and he has not texted me yet since he woke up . Nasrul asked me not to give up.Had a small tiff with Faizal ystdy but i guess its still not okay until now . Just remmeber , ive losed Amin and now if im almost gonna lose Faizal again , i swear ill just be friends wih y'all .*fingers cross* Didnt follow Lil[Y]aani to school today for the tabung due to some reasons . Najade said he wanna meet under my block. Kae,goleyk . I cried last two nights as Ayah won't be re for my birthday); He texted me saying sorry and all and that the flights were fully book. Damn , AirAsia . He'll arrive on Thursday night at 8pm . Im gonna miss him so much ): Faizal said he had full shift so he cnt be there . Thanks y'all -.- I wannabe alone tmr . For God's sake , is there anyone who really loves me that will take any risks ?? Ish , peopledamn ! Im a Daddy's girl , im not that close with my mother wich im not sure why . But whatver it is , I Miss Dadd[Y]ahya , so effing much ): ! Faizal , Ayah , Amin , who else ?=/ I don't really have the mood . About yestreday and today , can go to the rubbish bins . Goodbye .

Dope , i miss you .

2009-11-23T15:04:00.004+08:00

I woke up quite early than the other days on holidays , 10am babe .
Waiting for Faizal's message , i texted Nasrul Bestf cause i was bored. Oh , Happy Bday FINA =]
haha , at 1pm Deeyana came to my crib before going to the library . Went Mcdonald , eeqa estrella treat on icecreams^^ Then headed off to library to use the computer for awhile . Then Deeyana had to go for Dance , went back home and cooked telur . Xia ahk tak pass dokk. Im going to privte my blog soon . so give me ur blog's email alright ? Thanks . Took pictures with my adik , cause i was bored . *posted on facebook* To Amin,i had my chance as you said . And im sorry . Goodbye . Fai was using the computer to check his tagg and i was rotting kemendakan . Ish . Chalobeteh . Had Kinder Bueno in the evening . Mum coming home in awhile . I had fun eating icecream as it made my day wonderful ,love . Birthday in 3 days coming in . Tomorrow having bbq at Jurong , can't wait . What should i wear ? Omg laa! Had a tiff with Kakak today If u want to reveal my secrets , idk what to say already . You urself have ur doubtful secrets which is way awful than mine . Trust me , you letout , i'lll take revenge when im big enough . I don't know why you want to tell sedangakn u had a bf when u were Sec 2 . Hell yes , im moving on to Sec3 ,love (:

FAIZAL d.o.p.e

Fai ohh fai

2009-11-21T18:16:00.001+08:00

I forgot to say something before i offline .

Erm , what us it ehk . Hmm ,ohh now i remember !

I Love That Faizal Even He Is A Dope !

A lonely birthday.

2009-11-21T14:24:00.002+08:00

I don't understand girls who has a mater yet they are talking about their ex . And those who has JUST broke up with their boyfriends then find someone new like 'choochoo' train .

I experiment something today . Its already past noon . And i keep on off my handphone , looking for text messages . As i told miin i wold lose cntct with him and fai . Guess what ? I received text messaged from Faizal more than amin . God willing , ill find my answers but i guess its clearly obvious . Oh well, Nasrul texted me too .

Oh that buddy of mine~ Went out with him yesterday . It was FUN-aye . I find him intresting and fun . We had so much to talk ,really . Met him at BK and i look like slenge looking for him-.- Dengdeng ah lu ! Went Banquet to eat cause i was hungry ,Macdonald to tuckup Icecreams then met Amin to take my things back . Nasrul say he was 'kerek' . Haha yelaa , cause he's angry with me mah . Then went to my kedai to buy strawberry milk then lepak for awhile and off he go to BBQ of his lil sister .. Even though it was just short , i cherish it . It was nice knowing him and im grateful to have a buddy like him :D *Confirm his nose will kembang-kempis if he reads this,HAHA *

Im changing my blog url soon . Getting a simple blogskin too . Currently texting Faizal . Fiyah has feelings for Amin even though she's attached . Kae bukan nak kacau daun kehape ahk . Tapy 'Be truthful' ah sia-.-

Had breakfast in the morning . They were talking about my birthday so i looked down ,hoping for something though . Abang told me that he'll give an amount of money then i buy something for myself . So i asked for 300 bucks at first then mama roll eyes at me . Haha , i decreased the money to 100 then mama say jst 5o bucks so i said , " Taknak ! 80 ah bang ." So ill be going shopping soon^^ And ill be bringing along Faizal/Nasrul & my BbyGs . Suddenly i miss Yaani so much . I may sound like a lasbience though but its true); .

2G westood students are inviting me to a chalet but then i told them to have a BBQ cause i can't go to a chalet , mum says . So yeah , having barbeque at Paris Ris on Tuesday/Wednesday . .

I had a dream last night . 'I was in a dark room. No one was a round . I was sitting on a chair alone and celebrating my birthday alone . And i blew the canldes all by myself D: ' Sad sia . I want to celbrate my borthday with all my love ones , really ,including Amin too . But i know inviting amin wouldnt make a difference cause me and him are officially Gone .

Nasrul (:

2009-11-20T10:49:00.002+08:00

ill only upload one photo cz this photo has 'Faizal' name on it . Lol , lame sia . Im currently chatting away with Nasrul^^ and Jega Fice or sumting . Maybe meeting Nasrul today ,eat nasi briyani before meeting amin to return the things . Im not sure if im returning the dress cause its with lydai . Lydia has somehting on today . Ill be meeting Nasrul first ,go eateat lepak . Hehe , sanggup sia bestfr . Thanks(: Suddenly , i miss Yaani alott ); i pity her . Idk why her family is like that . I don't understand parents who grounds their children . Like mepek like tat . Newsflash ! Nasrul is friends wih my cousin , Zulaikha ! Cool pah ^^ I better get bathing~ Chalo .

hospital .

2009-11-19T21:08:00.003+08:00

Im not gonna update the pictures as blogger is giving me problems and i hate it . so much . cause im pissed off easily . bloody hell . Im using Photobucket but it took a long time so , hell no im gonna upload the pictures today . You'll be returning my things soon . Guess what ? Theres this number calling me 2 times and i rejected then i off my handphone . When i returned home , i called the number and it was from NUH . So shocked , suddenly Miin texted me saying Don't text me late at night again . that he fainted and that he just came back from hospital so the hospital call was about Amin . I'm soory because of me you're in this state . I gave u my last message already . I told you to takecare of yourself . Your tongue's bleeding . Ure having headaches . When u fainted , you knocked on a wall . How painful . I pity you and i really wanted to come to visit you but since you have return home safely , just takecare of yourself then . I won't bother you anymore as im due to the problem ure like this . Im sorry for everything . Im at fault , i know . Now i cn only pray for you . Chalo .

Much love - Shasha Yahya

To mohd nor' amin bin kasmuri

2009-11-19T02:06:00.004+08:00

I don't know why u said i lie . Maybe its because now u know the truth abt me , u think the opposite way . Its okay to me cause im at fault . The message i sent u ystdy , keep it . It'll be my last . And this friday will be the last time u c me so dlt all our photos . Erased. Burnt . All. Memories . Even the neoprint we took,dlt. The chocolate i gave u . *My hp is vibrating,Amin's texting .* U think im giving u a drama here . Yknw im not good at lying to u . Cause whenever u look at me in a funny way , i'll laugh cause ure a prettyboy . I'm sorry for everything ,i mean it everything . i know its too late . Im not replying to your text messages already except when ure returning my things. U ask me to go Fai . Trust me , miin . Ure ego and ive been tahan-ing with ur attitude now . But ure change . And ill never be changing , you say . Thanks for the compliment . Im turning in soon . I wanna meet Fai so that i can let out my feelings . Ure free now . Takecare of yourself . Stay out of rain/thunder . Visit a doctor if you're sick even tho its just a slight fever . I know u said that u can takecare of yourself but im reminding u . Don't be stubborn . Love your Dad and so on . Don't find trouble with anyone , i mean it everyone . I just want the best for you . I'll bet you this will be last time we lose cntct . Its not a healthy relationship if we keep on off and then off then now off . Find a better girl cause im not perfect . Infact , no one's perfect . But what i meant was , prettier,cleverer , knows how to love u , satisfy u ,treat you just the way you wanted . Im in a difficult situation yet u don't understand . Faizal's not the main reason . Its my sister . Its too late already to say everything now . Its sucha a complicated love . Love gila kan , i know people . Yaani waited Firdaus J for 11 months . Izzati waited for Mr.F for more then 3 years or so . Im here the bad one . Maybe thats why mama called me naughty . The phrases i sent you just now , to be honest , it was from a song . But i meant it badly . I hurt your heart too many times already . You forgive me many times . I show attitude to you too much . You know me well but you don't know how i feel now . You just know the outside me , not the inside . My teeth bleed just now ); and it hurts alot but you making me cry hurts more . If theres no you and faizal , i an still alive on with my life with my best pals cause im sure they will heal my injured heart . I appreciate what u done for me , gave me , love me , hug me , warm me , hold me tight when im gonna slip when its raining . Serve me food when im hungry and being the first person to treat me special . Firdaus advice : "kau jgn pikir2 psl amin .there will be no rainbow without a rain..so just treat dia as rain.then nanti ade lagi satu laki baik dtg!dang dang dang!ah dia jadi kau nye rainbow!so jgn pikir nanti kau yg sakit hati..nanti kene migraine.sape yang susah?parents kau jugak" Thanks friend(: Si Najade plak , just nodding to what i say to him . Mohd nor' amin bin kasmuri , ive started my habit since pri5 . You must know what. I started when u were with Fiyah . You should know what im talking about . Im stressed & i just couldnt help it . I asked Najade for it .But i guess , you don't care already mah cause u will think im lying . You can text Yaani & Lydia if you still don't believe what i say . You have Yaani's home number . But if u have lost it . idk what to say . Cause im out from your world already . Yknow i cnt live w/o u both , fai & miin . Kayla , ill follow what u say . You'll never go back to me kan after i said sorry ? kay , i'll remember . Just remember my favours and takecare .

babikimaaak

2009-11-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

Im pissed off . i bloghopped this one girl blog called lil shawty or whatver it is .

Then i saw someone spam her , i help . Then got coco or coca idk la say i copy2 that 'Lee' or something . Hell no babe , ive got my own originality . Lau tak puas hati jugak , add me at msn ninie.shortass@hotmail.com .

painig ulcer

2009-11-17T23:18:00.003+08:00

My love Horoscope :

This is a very easy period when it comes to romance for you Sagittarius, and you should see progress with love today. Light and pleasant interactions are what this day is all about, and you should be able to get just about anything you want ...today, whether you are single or attached. You may have a need or two when it comes to love, and today you will be able to receive just what you ask for when you enlist your famous diplomacy and charm. You don't need to be forceful or pushy today, and you will be happy to make any concessions offered and this will lead to a wonderfully harmonious time with your matters of the heart.

Im having an ulcer in my mouth and it hurts alot . And ive been laughing alot until now . Why ? Cause im entertaining Firdaus's craps cause he's bored . And we're talking about Superman & Michael Jackson (: If u were to enlarge that photo , you would see some of our craps . Im web-texting Faizal cause im bored too . Firdaus just went to bath . I bet u , he's smelly just now *pinch nose* Kay , goodnights people .

*Live ur life to the fullest , dudes & dudettes !*

U decide.

2009-11-17T17:47:00.003+08:00

What up ya . Just came back from rounding my block , went to the playground to relax my mind and think instead of going to Admiralty Park , its os far . Im lazy to walk . So when i came back , Nasrul Buddy was online . And he's accompanying me to Town next wednesday to shop . Enough of saket aty , i rather enjoy myself being a teenage girl . Gyeah , im going to Bbq tmr at Sembawang tomorrow^^ And yes , almost the malays are coming . Im gald tho . Didnt go Dance practice as Lily has Exams for madrasah . And im rotting at home now . I gave miinprince a long message at facebook and im sure he read it . i know ure depress but i had to tell the truth right so u would know ? Whatever ur decision is , i'll respect it (: U want to lose cntct with me , one sentence im going to say ,"Im gonna miss you" . I can't wait for tmr and wednesday . Its gonna be the first time im meeting NasrulBuddy on wednesday . Didy will be with her mataer , and im gng to b with my buddy . Hehe , otp-ed with Faizal just now . Yes , he passed his prac8 and he's having his TP on thursdays . Congrats dude ! Mums coming home early today , idk why . I cnt wait for my topup , its gonna be Boomzxsz ! Hhahahahah (: im bored , im turning in soon . & oh , i cnt wait for my 26 november bday ^^ Maybe celebrating with Coelina as her's is the day after .
I'll update y'all on tomorrow's barbeque pitt alright ? Goodbye , loved one (:

Barney relaxes my mind(:

2009-11-16T22:30:00.003+08:00

I drew this Barney on Paint and i hug the teddy bear . It made me feel better .

But im still going to Admiralty Park to relax my mind while Fai's having his Prac8 and other tests(idk whats the name) from 10am to 4pm . Im gonna be alone that time . Im having Dance rehearsals tmr too but i don't think im going . I want to relax my mind and think back about my decision i took this morning .

Enough of this , currently chattin away with Yjasmine and web messaging Fai and global messaging Najade . She's working . and i want too . But mum says ive to finish my education First-.- I want too earn money to buy dresses . Cause im broke now . I just had my dinner but im still hungry . My stomachs flat . Why can't i be boncet or have some fats ? My ayah calls me 'lidi' . Lol . Im going to sleep . Goodnights , sweetdreams people .

im sorry amin and faizal

2009-11-16T17:23:00.003+08:00

Everything's coming to an end .

Have i ever made a wrong decision ? Have i ever love someone so badly );

Im just scared what i decide , i'll regret for whatever ive done.

Its a bleeding love , i called . So suddenly , i miss y'all so much , so much ..

I guess i made the wrong decision , but i have to move on .

So do you cause i know it will be better in time . even though we had gone thru so much with each other . I'm sorry but i guess its just the way it should be.. Cause i know u would find someone better than me . Its just a complicated love or should i say , a triangle love .

I just need someone that i can let out my feelings to . Whatever it is , i'll never from the very second i knew you . You gave me love and its enough for me .

I appreciate what ever thing u do . Really i do .

I just wanna say thanks and goodbye . It may just seems this would be last time you ever get a message from me . You hold me tight saying you'll never let me go ..

to miinprince

2009-11-16T10:50:00.005+08:00

I love u . really i do . its not the best time now. im sorry i cnt do what u asks me to . i know i promised you that we would be together but not now please . Everything seems so messed up . Im sorry , u deserve somone better cause ure charming and theres many features of u that is so sweet . Im not trying to lose cntct with u but i just thinks its the best way . Thanks for everything u given me . i'll b pending my things soon okay ? im sorry);

Gd morning people & Spammers.

For those who spam , try taggin me again . im sure u cnt . and im sure by tmr , u will receive a letter though . hee(: Bet ure parents are mad^^ To make things clear . Why not u add me at msn ? Up there in my profile , theres my msn . And oh , i dun have a long skirt okay ,serously i don't . I'll give u my fuck face if we meet . Who is Feefly ? And what ? i have the same song as her ? Wth , kay satisfy u ah ehk . i'll change my song to Tic tock-Kesha and Press it up-Sean Paul . Its more entertainig-.- If really u have problems with me , tell me okay . im sure i'll give u the best taste ever . I really dun have a mood since last night and y'all been giving me shits this morning . Thanks once again . U dun have to say,'U welcome' cause u will regret saying it .

I really dun have the mood already .

-.-

2009-11-16T10:05:00.001+08:00

For those who spam . Thank you (:

I refered your name to the administrator . Keep the spamming going ,babe !

The next thing yknow , there'll be a letter summoning you to court .

Sony ericsson yari

2009-11-14T14:29:00.003+08:00

i badly want this handphone ayah);

And a student plan please for my birthday . Hais .

First of all, today is ayah & mama anniversary of manymany years (:

And they had gone for lunch at a hotel . How sweet of ayah not bringing us . Grr , atleast i get to use the computer duhh . Eeqa pulak go Marina Barrage to celbrate her bestfriend birthday . Idw go out . I just want my Sony Ericsson Yari and a Starhub student please . Oh my , really i want it badly papa . I promised i won't shoot up my bill just like kak eeqa and my two brothers ,please);

I wanna change my blog url but what ?

www.getafuckertonlife.blogspot.com ? ohh ,i feel bored people calling me ninie . idk why ..

Hais ,my kunco rumahkena curi . Siapa laa kncb nak ambil barang org . My Bloody Brother duh . i feel like im getting boncet tho . hehe . mama bought for me a short drss but its big . mums gonna authir it for me . yeay! My 20 bucks topup is finished , and i badly want to topup but theres no cash . Aish . Currently msn with Najade(: im bored . im waiting for this movie 2012 to upload so i can watch . web texting aminjust now but he din reply so okaylo . And oh , yesterday wathed EMA 2009 , Beyonce performance was super hothotheeeat !!!! After 12am , watched this malay movie with ayah n mama , super baeeek yknow . Its about this girl doesnt agree that girls can't do what boys can do like horse riding , being a leader . Its touching tho .

Im waiting for my epensive mini cakes from mama . Going to watch 2012 . Bye !

Meet mums

2009-11-12T23:50:00.006+08:00

"Amin <3 Ninie"

It was so sweet , sumpah .

I'll tell my Sayangs what haapen today kae but not here . Chatted with Faizal,FirdausA and Faiezin & many more . There'll be a class outing on Wednesday , people . & Gyeah im coming . Accompanying Bestfriend and Lily to school to sent in the forms . Having a free lunch treat b bestfriend okae^^ Be jealous , love. I had a total fun today (: My periods are done for . New phone are coming up and im getting it . I got an idea for my bday present . I want ot have a student plan line Starhub so i wouldnt have to topup everytime , Then form my brothers , they giving cash so i could shop for more petite dress . My sister ? I don't think so she'll be giving me ANYTHING -.- Ayah got his Blackberry done for and im jealous . Should i get a touch phone or Sony ericson ? Hais . Wished Wafiq for his birthday . Im going to watch 2012 after that im gonna sleep cause im done chatting fcukshitcraps okay babe ? Goodbye love ones .

And oh people at Didyaani blog , Get a life . Don't use my name , babi buto .

its a geek .

2009-11-11T20:59:00.002+08:00

There'll be no pictures tho as my USB cable is lost . i misplace it .
Hais . Anw , ive just got my haircut . Beloved really thinks i cut my hair short . HAHA , in a million years NO am i gonna cut it short . I want it long and gorgeous^^
Lily accopanied me to salon to cut hair . Bangs ohh bangs(:
Mummy and Ayah is at the hospital . idk what for . Hope everything's okay . Tmr's going to be a great day and im nervous *aiyaaaak !*
Will be picnic-ing at Botanical Gardens soon next week . And cycling too for next wek with classmates . Great week , man .
I saw lily and she's getting prettier , i swear . and oh , didy jugak . Eyaa dah memang^^
Well oh well, my bbyg is sad as she cnt go out with her sayang . so here we go ..

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY TO YAANI & FIRDAUS J!

Hope y'all we'll last forever . Ure blessed by me tho . Takmu gadoh and yaani takmu cemburu sangat . FirJ , i know ure bz . Make time for her okae ? Kau sakitkan aty diyer , jage kawh ! Both of u patch cause u both know u two still love each other . Cherish each oher and don't time . Setia always and insyaALLAH korang will last smpi kahwen ^^ Yaani nakkan . i know !
I <3>*Yaani tkmu pikir laen eh sal ni lovelove*

2009-11-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

Sucking Tuesday .

Didyaani and Lily came over at 12 to movie;Sundel Bolong . Quite scary tho

Headed to intercange to sent Didyaani to school . walked around causeway point . took neoprint with adel and lily .

Now doing a facebook for Faizal . lol , idk why he wants it tho . kaylo

im bored . i wanna watch 2012 badly , and we're going as many groups . Yeay , i can;t wait (:

Received my bday letter so fast . my bday is still long sia , november 26^^

Theres this 15% off on shoes . i can't wait !

kaybe !

my loved ones .

2009-11-09T10:46:00.003+08:00

Nur Izzati Natasha ♥
Nur Fithriyaani ♥

Lydia Khatijah ♥

Sufiah Zulkefle ♥

Safiah Gazali ♥ hehe(:

im bored .

amin is online now tho . but he seems to be busy not entertainig me .

had a tiff with faizal ystdy but im sure what i did was right. u said whats gonna happen . let it happen . okay im gonna let it go okae .

meeting buyer today but she seems to not replying to my text messages -.-

cycling with yaani today maybe . omg , im bored .

Gonna watch Bestfriends movie later on . 2012 is yet to come out and im craving for it badly .

Oh god . keep the tags coming in hunks and babes *wink*

kay byebye (:

fai ohh fai

2009-11-08T03:03:00.003+08:00

If u could ever read my horoscope for this month , im glad . im happy . It says something exciting and surprising will befall on me . and another one i forgot .

I gave Faizal a very long message on friendster .i hope he reads it and understand . im sorry and thanks okae..... Hais .

bday Bash

2009-11-07T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hello munchkins.

Music: Rihaana-Hard . Yesterday was super fun ykow . First in the morning ironed my clothes to accompany Najade c: to have breakfast at Mac's . Headed to school to check which class
im going . 3C . Omg , who the fcuk put me in this class . Why am i in the class ? Why ? Zomg . with that Shah Abdullah ?!?! He;s the first guyi saw on the list and im shocked . I kept staring at him in shock int he canteen . When he went off , i was still shock . Im taking POA and no Dnt . Its going to be boring and a fcukshit year for me ahead -.- What if he puts a lizard on my chair ?? ive been thinking much negatuve thing to be happened next year . Its not fun tho without my Bbg's not in the same class and Najade Bestfriend diff classes );Why is life so bad to me sometimes ? Didyaani says im gonna be good friends with him next year . BLUECK UH !

After school,went to Burger King to eat with Didyaani and to meet Eka Estrella for awhile(: reached my home about 10am+ . Used computer to do last minute card for Lily to prepare . Went to cwp to meet adel and bought cake and necessary things . Special guest came and embrace . Prepare the things at Fusyan Garden and Lily Deisha came (: and duhh , bday bash began . After all happen , went to Adels home to wash up . and headed home . Didyaani had a blue yesterday . Yknow i know babe ! hee .

Just eaten Macdonald Delivery just now . Yummy phh McSpicy . I love u mum(:

hello nation .

2009-11-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

Life's sucha bore without school . I want to have holiday job but mum asks me to finish my education first . Cause im easily influeced by people and stubborn :D

Accompanied Mama to Doctor as she had a tembel(; hee ! I cannot stop laughing tho but i pity her . Yeay , tomorow im sure i'll have loads of fun ! Resuls coming at 9 am and off to Didyaani's crib to bake something then woohoo~ Birthday Bash Lily Slumber Deisha !

Mum expected me to hold on to that 20 bucks topup until this year is officailly done . lol kan , well , i'll ask dad if you dun topup for me . Blueck =p

I watched Jennifer's Body already and im currently watching Halloween . I can't wait for New Moon to be OUT ! DEEYANA , amcm pegy together kae ? hee(:

Both Robert Pattison and Taylor Lauthner is hot . Tho DEEYANA says that Taylor is hotter =p Who wants to webcam ? im mendaking here -.- entertaining Najade's shitcraps*bestfriend uhh bestfriend aye*. Anyway , mum gave me a diamond rind , white gold^^ be jealous sayangs . hee , bought Lily's present and im glad if she's happy :D

Didyaani is coming in awhile to lepak at mine ~

Much love-Shasha Lee<3

another day

2009-11-04T18:05:00.002+08:00

Supposed to go out today but canceled tho . So stayed at home trying tofix my laptop as i cnt be switche on . fcuked up sia . kay whatver . Had brownies for breakfast , awesome . Heated the food mum cooked and ate with Abang(: Currently now using his laptop . hehe . Downloading songs too . yay kan! Mum's bday was celebrated bissfully withher twin ,Cik Ana . Cool kan ader twin . hoho . I can;t wait for on Friday to which clas i go and also the event Weee~

When is my birhtday going to delay more? Can;t wait !

Hurled . Depress . Unapprecitaed .

Seriously idk whts the matter withu . ilove u and i respected u as a kakak . do u know that u said those words it really break my heart . I know ure ONLY happy for me wheni passed something or did a good deed but i know inside ur heart ure hurting . If ure jealous , idk what to say . No , ayah n mama love both of us equally .Thay do not berat sebelah . Yknow im jealous when ure the one being trusted most , but i do not care . i don'tuse those hurtful words at u . i know u dun let me to have a mataer . And yes , i do not have a mataer . i respected u thats y . i want just a normal life like what other sisters do , share secrets and love each other and back up against . but we aren't . i dont know bout u bt imsre today . I dont even know if u really forgive me on Raya . i asked u twice what would it be if i was not born . 'Iwould get ALL the love form mama and ayah' that was the forst one u said . Hais . i respect u . i just think ure jealous . i maybe rude to u sometimes and im sorry .But to day , all of a sudden , what happen to u ?

Allah , just forgive my sins and take my soul away if my kakak really wants it to . I just cnt bear living like this being hurt and scolded all the time . its not the life i want it to be . if u want all the love, go ahead . ill never be the angel our parents used to think of me ..

lady gaga (:

2009-11-03T20:08:00.003+08:00

sape agy ? Lady Gaga laaaa (:

Her song Bad romance has been stuck in my head since aedl put it as her blogsong . oh gossy gosh kan ^^ today was fun .

DEEYANA came to my crib then we movie marathon . & oh, she forgotten her mum bday =.-

HAPPY BIRHTDAY , MAMA & CIK ANA(: !

its a thang u called .

2009-11-02T18:34:00.002+08:00

WARNING : I LOVE LILY SLUMBER DEISHA TO BITS !

We meet and went to causeway point to watch movie supposingly . Since we cnt watch Jennifer's Body , went to Mcdonald to eat . ate Chicken Burger:D She blanja . lol kan . POKAI siot .

Thank you Banget sayang (: Aishah her lil sister followed . Currently : Najade c: is Irritating . theres popups everytime i want to type RIGHT NOW !

Headed to my crib to watch movies . and we watch many tawh . Sungguh best sia today .

im tired seriously . its like a baladingdong time again . Cool kn ^^

UPCOMING UPDATES :

Mummy's Bday on 3rd november
Lily Slumber bday Bash on Friday(:
East Coast Park cycling next week
Bugis Windowshopping , maybe *next week*
Wafiq's Bday on 12 , gonna wish him sahaja le .
Homework done by this month=.-

Much love-Shasha Yahya<3

Happy Birthday Lydia !

2009-11-01T18:29:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Lily Slumber Deisha !

I LOVE her to bits . Yes , she's my babyg ! Thanks for being there for me babe . Through hard times , u were there . I hope this day would bring a happy day bringing good luck and a new year ahead . Coming up SOON , ill give u a present that u'll never forget . I had plans in mind already . Cherish every moment of the day that u had been waiting for . Stay chubby and pretty . Ure mine , sayaaaaaaaaaanh KAMU <3>Even though we had some small stupid fights , i still care for u & miss u many-many . I love ur smile love (:

Lets move on yaww .

NYAA camp was okay ,seriously . First day , we went to Lim Chu Kang area near Jln Bahtera there . It was super tiring cause we had to go checkpoints by checkpoinyts . The guyreks were there^^ saw Army people , Lol . We had to consume this goat milk which tasted awful for me . We had fun , but we didnt lost our way cause we had to go in our own group . Second day went to Pasir Ris at Costa Sands . Cool yknow , its a resort . Then there was afew guys swimming . and we dress them as Polo Boys . Mostly , i made new frends with Hazirah , Hanna ,Esther and Prasadh .Gayrek and fun kay yall ? We had high and low elemnts . Our group memebrs had to place one person in a small home and i got through . Yay im small and light ! Huhu^^ Then we had high elemnts which was the ropes , there were rock climbing through . Trust me , u may wanna go there agin . Super Duper Muchy Very Fun !

My results had come out . And im glad my parents were happy cause im Top Ten in class . Well , Congrats to Abdul , he beat me and he's at 8th (: I failed History , Chemistry and Art . Gosh kan , its art duhh-.- LOL ! My sister was d first one to know my result . and for my mothers upcoming presents , its my result (: Im taking 11B and other combinations . Harap harap si dytuk tak samer class as me *grr* 6 Nov had to come back to school to check which class im going in . Can't wait !!

Im gonna miss all The 2D's and other classes . Seriously , even those people who had panggil ku puki =.- i still adore u tho *argh* My sorethroat i still hnaging there and ive to speak lik woah . My weekdays have not started and i already missing my BabyGs , im sure Didy would be busy with her BF and Eyaa with her bestfriends . Lydia with her cousins and Shazryn . Now who am i going to spend it with ? People book me kay ?

Much love -Shasha !

2009-10-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello . Im bored , sumpah .
My throats keep getting better , i guess . But ive to talk by whispering cause my normal voice is super funny . i never came to school today cause im sick . My form teacher thought i cabot skola and she actually texted my mum -.- LOL . tak paham pah aqu sakit ?!>! bodowh punyaa tootoot . im waiting for my results . Maybe im coming to school tmr to attend the Science . KayBye !

NYAA -.-

2009-10-25T14:16:00.002+08:00

i miss Both Amalina ans Sufiah so fcuking much (:

im having a bad sorethroat , a bad one . im super sick . Same as Boy .

Yesterday was the best day , i swear . & im glad about that . Went to Causeway point to shop with Amalina and Sufiah . went to every fabulous shop that sells dresses as they wanted . We saw this prom dress pink in colour covered in roses . 'Super Sweet Pinky Dress for Prom' !

Hehe (: My aesthetic Day went well . And yes , we were not really nervous as we had practice for more than 3 times , i guess . Im proud of us . Atleast we give a try to perform infront of the school . Im glad , superb ^^

My results . I passed except History and Chemistry but WAIT . i have not get my Overall results . InsyaALLAH i will pass to make my parents happy and to make them smile . I want to prove to them that i can do it even when im texting guys or having a bf . I love my parents so much :] Went to Al-Azhar at night to eat . At the same time , texted Fiyah Faith . LOL !

She called . i couldnt talk so my lil bro talked . I had no voice seriously . Sumpah im like bisu . And guess what , my family too laugh when i talked . THERES NO VOICE !

Anyway , me , amailna and sufiah bought this colourful ring for our friendship ring (: Even tho its cheap , it means alot ,our memories together . I miss them to bits , i swear . If the world go against them , i'll be there by their side ; Forever babes .

I hate NYAA this year . It sucks to the core . They are bloody stupid . 2 days no overnight ? ZOMG la -.- And what , maybe no camp tshirts . STFU ehk orang yang organize . i hate it even those theres absolute fun games and activities !

BAK !

2009-10-22T22:38:00.003+08:00

We had FUN .

Ben ohh Ben, when am i meeting u again ?

im bored . i miss everyone in my school ,sumpah . i miss Ben Nazir . His fishball cheeks ^^ i want to bite them awww ! had dance practice otday . we ehearse for more than 35 times , i guess . Gosh , we change the dancesteps over & over again to make evryone clear . Had the video in my phone but im lazy to update cause it will take a long time .

babi who ?

2009-10-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

i miss those times we went picnic at ecp and drowning ourselves in the sea . kay random . Tapi memag betol deh . im bored yknow . im jealous of yaani that she went bowling just now . im jealous of people rite now . im not sure why lo . Now ykow i feel like laughing of FIYAH FAITH on how she text . ZOMG baybeh . AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH !

im eating ferorecher now . Chocolatey tawuh =p Dance studio were canceled . its expensive . 50 bucks per hour . wth kan =.= so dancing at wdls void deck enclosed area . I wanna movie marathon but im not sure . im gonna be free after dance pracice tmr . Maybe going to movies .

im sared on my performance and also on my results . I pray i get everything a pass just to satisfy my parents to make them happy before they go.. Amin .

Oh that freaky FIKRI , sent message at tagged and asked for my number again . saying he lost my nuber . who the fcuk is gonna believe siia . Just Get Lost Of my Life , if u ever read my post , Idiotic Liar .

im bored.

2009-10-20T15:17:00.003+08:00

im craving for expensive mini cakes . Delicious budo .

Reheasals were bloody awkward . Everyone were nervous . I wonder how we're going to perform . Thinking of practising with others on Thursday .

Today's schedule was tight . ALL about Aesthetics Day rehearsals . Principal talkwas BLOODY BORED , i tell you .

Wednesday and Thursday , im not schooling . Wil be movie marathon a Didy's house on thursday (: Im tired . Ugh .

I do hate spammers . Taphy i love when they spam yknow ? cam best gituk . o come on spam MORE !

Finally , ive losed contact with Amin . Macam tak percaye kan ? yeah , he's attached (: Im happy for u , really . U may say i treat u better more than ur mataer . Tapi i always sakitkan ur feelings . Takecare of her and urself . Treat her the way u want to be treated . Don't regret okay . I'll always be there for u , as a friend , if u need me .

My attitude is bitchy , my headaches are heavy .

Idk why suddenly i read ur bby blog , im sad . but i have to tell myself that u belong to someone more better . u takcare ): i wouldn't dare to text or face u ever again );

its a bored day yknow .

2009-10-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

im bored . im tired . im a nincampoop .

My handphone'snot vibrating cam barubaru gituk ehy ? sumpah im bored . Wheres all my contacters go ? oh gosh la . ive not yet go to Bugus to find my clothes-.- . My firnds are changing . I feel unappreciated by people ,seriously . Its like now my daily routine after school is -look at my hp,take bus , go home,eat , see sister,sleep,wait till my parents come . BORING KAN ?!>%

Lau my new friend ader kan best =pp ! I miss Nur Izzati Binte Bapak diyer nye pasal uhg and Nurul Syakirin Binte Rashid .Im TOO heartbroken to see anything . i miss the times ive to reply text messeges form people . Mummy , i want money to shop cause everybodys busy to entertain me ):I want everything to be normal again . BAK la korang !

Bby,its boring .

2009-10-16T15:36:00.003+08:00

Hello guybitches .

Edited blog . Anyway , skipped to 2nd song on my playlist . Faizal recommended me (:

IM BORED . Hafiz Cinez,my new friend (: Well ,he did entertain me. and im glad .

im suppose to go to Pasir Ris to go cycling then to bugis . But everything was canceled . Mum's sick so im accompanying her . Companied her to 888 Plaza for doctor then to KFC for breakfast . had Zinger , mashed potato and Milo Ice (: sungguh hungry .

Overall for my exams , i could do it . Exceptionally for my History . I just hope for the best so i could take POA and not A maths . im stressed up for my future . Ive yet not bought clothes for my Aesthtic day , going with mummy to Bugis Street tomorrow. Sleeve off ah baybeh ! hee (:

im happy with my life now , idk why . My period's done . Woo :D !

I miss my two very Bbyg so much . I just felt yall change yknw . Guess its just eyaa and me . I just hope u two lead a happy life thats all. Idw say no more .

Its sucha

2009-10-13T00:21:00.003+08:00

Yknow what , im boretyring at home all by myself .

Its like i finished my Maths paper at 10am and i went to have breakfast at Macdonald at Marsiling point . Well ohh well shah , bukan salah aqu , aqu kene pukia pah boi ? BLUECK :p

Maths paper was fine . I could do it . But when i checked for the 2nd time , hell no i had loads of mistakes . Re-do bam times up !

I was super bored at home . TV could not on as the tuner Dad took =.=

So i slept and slept when i woke up and cooked tOM yAM MAGGI (: hEE

Oh super guts , im alone at home again tomorrow . Grr~

Revising my Physics was a nuisance to my tuitor just now . Sorry deh .

im having moodswings ,

Shoot,im having period ,

BAK !

i just love it.

2009-10-11T17:41:00.004+08:00

I went to library last Friday to fill up my day . was supposed to go bowling-.-

I had open house on Saturday . i wanted to sleep sia the whole afternoon cause it was boring . Anaki was !%@?$^ cute , yknow .

Ive handed in my literature movie . It was a relief tho . Yknow , to my surprise , my sister does read up my blog -.- WOW. Updated my blog , and ive a new friend . Nama ? Find out urself . My exams were fine . History was dead . I stopped , thinked about my problem with Faizal and then frustrated with my paper then headed to toilet . I didnt have full confidence on it . So im depending on my Maths and Science . Im taking A maths ,maybe . Sister's friends are here . Revis-ed my maths already . & Oh , went to dinner at Bukit last Friday .

Fatema made a face to me when i took her picture =.=

i just want normal .

2009-10-07T15:44:00.003+08:00

Hello.

English was okay . MT did too . Stayback to do literature movie , Its hard omg.

After all that , headed to Lerk Thai went home , i on the computer to do movie . then got internet , happy sia . My 2nd has just went Ns yesterday . Cool , he's BO-TAK . So thers nth happen today .

Me: Ma ,yknow i follow ur big dahi .

Mama : Kepala otak kau la sha .

Me: Eh no ,ur one bigger . u aeroplane can land . mine helicopter! *giggles*

Mama: *hits behind my head *

Me: saakit laaa mama !

I had that conversation with mum last two weeks and i cannot forget . My history exams are tommorow . I wanna beat Abdul's mark . Amin .

Confessions time !

I still in love with Faizal . I do love amin but it fades . I want faizal . Me and amin always fight no matter time siol . Ive been texting Faizal . Yes , we broke up to cool off . Yes , both of us still love each other so much . We just need time . Amin , you hate me i know . Idm , we cn still be friends . Idk why im like this . im hiatus . Zomg .

Done .

I miss my babyG all of them . Idk who's change and who's not . Omg , i just miss u all . i feel u all are different . idk y ): I just hope i could find the answer . I want all of us to be happy .

To all my friends ,

All the best for y'all exams ~ We'll have a gathering for my Westwoodians .

With love,

Shasha L.

Hari Raya 09

2009-10-03T16:26:00.005+08:00

abdul jadi anak dara dehh (:

me feat tiki ,keyra and lydia

I had alot of fun . sumpah .

My internet is lacking . and im lazy . i want take taxi to and fro from anywhere . idc =p

tomorrow is my 1 year anniversary with Faizal (:

and im going to do my damn shit literature mivie once more . Oh god .

My hawtstuff i s attcahed with who , Raudhah (: too bad yall

i wanna rest , goodbye .

to ank jufri yang tersayang .

2009-09-30T15:59:00.002+08:00

To Muhd faizal bin jufri :

Hunn, why kiter cam gini ? im sorry . im in the wrong . kiter cool off , i dun mind abit . taphy dun be like this . 4 oct is going nearer to our 1 year anniversary . yes , i do want us to last . i know im easily jealous . u want me to control my emotion of being jealous , i'll try . ure too cutestuff for me to find it hard to be jealous when u text girls . Sorry for being such naive . meet me ths coming friday alright ? my friends will tag along . will cool off , but not too long . i just cnt help the feeling of being with u boal sayang sama u . i miss those those times . ive waited for u dahulu when kiter break krana distance and anne . i wanna continue . u knew urself that we will last . and i know it too . Ur parents dissaprive . we can hide formt here . but i know someday somehow we must tell them . after im alr sec4 can ? i wanna work hard on my exams too for this time being cause mom had been sucha nag . i hope that one day evrything would be back to normal just as it is and as i wished . i hope i had given you eniugh time already but i'll wait . U asked me once before we stead , " why do we always a few days contact and then we stop already ? fai confuse . fai tknk lose cntct nan wanie." i remembered every word by . we wont lose cntct . Even if we will , we will contact again . i know thats gonna happen . i dun wanna think negative . i just want everything to be normal . i no longer jealous of natra as i know the truth already . im sorry fai ): i love u . we'll just cool off . i may be lonely . u temankan i kan ? u janji i ingat .

2009-09-29T22:53:00.003+08:00

Everything's been going on heavy lately .
ive bork up with Faifai . i asked for it . im sorry . He says he still loves me & wants to tkc of me . i find that sweet tho . atlast we cool off . Tapi i know , the outcome kiter akan break jugak . Parents dissaprove of us . so we remain as friends tapi rapat . i love him too so much . we'll just have to wait . to a guy , i don't find you when im lonely . u said u were always be there for me . so i find u , u taq layan . kae baeek uhh -.- ! hais .
041009 is gong to be our 1 year annversary . i hope that will .

2009-09-27T17:52:00.001+08:00

Hello . Hi . Ola .

Saturday my house was flooded most . Kecohrable orang datng and also cousins .

FYI,dorang hawt kan ? i know . hee my hawtstuff mah .

anw by,i hope u stop msgin all those girls . please . iloveu manii manii):

My tuitor has come . so byebye !

a FAB life

2009-09-23T21:49:00.004+08:00

hello . So basically today went Macdonald early in the morning to have breakfast with Lily and yaani . Yaani paitao as usual . next time , call okayh . Eyaa was superb angry with Fir A . Lessons were boring . But Hari lightened up my day by chatting and telling me craps . Calls prank are hideous . ZOMG , don't ever prank lo . Its stupid i tell u . Romeo & Juliet was fcuk . we've not done yet . and im really fabuluosy taking it easy . No one is ever mending it !! Hope we finish and edit on time . Amin . After school took the bus headed for Civic . Shah and Najaade ader oii ^^ hee , my hawtstuff . takmo persaan ehk !!!! Friday meeting Love ^^ Went to Lerk thai and returned home . No one's at home so i slept . currently trying to upload it . SUPER CCB PUNYAA MOVIE MAKER ~ ! Dads friends family are here . BAKbye !

its been that fabulous life .

2009-09-22T20:36:00.002+08:00

Its the 3rd day of Raya & here i am today posting again .

its wild out there lo . many colour like rainbow like that . hee (:

After school was stress , we had to finish our Literature video . its been great . but i cannot upload it to my Windows movie maker . and im frustrated !! ARGH ,comp ccb benar .

The movie was great . benar . Today never go raya as it was busy . Eyaa lawa extnsion rambut ^^ Im craving for LJS and Pastamania . currently texting Faizallurve .

Shah bday is coming . i wonder whatt to give , sebagai kawan aja . seluardalam sua . HEE

changed my blogskin atlast . ordered Bohemian dress just now . i hope i'll able to pay for it . i want go jalan raya nan budak westwood nan concord dan juga Woodlanders . i miss u all seyh . Contact kae ? Exam are coming up and ive not yet done my revisions . My duit raya i sikit and im so fcuked up . What more can make me angry ? updated friendster , facebook . left alone tagged , watse of time bodowh . Many people never come today ,muslims lebih lo .

kayBAK . i hate editing video !

Raya raya ^^

2009-09-21T13:33:00.002+08:00

Ola ^^

1st day of raya has passed . currently changing clothes to Rumah Cik ana(: I swer , my perut kembung kembung oii ! Yesterday went to rumah nenek first . banyak sangat gambar dokk . Tapi this one i favourite ^^ cuma my brother spoiled the picture-.- As u see , we wore Blue colour . Coincidentally , my closest cousin had the same pattern as ours but different colour . ahh jiwerh ^^

kay BAK . have to go salin (:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE ^^

i love my people(:

2009-09-20T00:45:00.005+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to Muslims !

Time check 12:47am, Sunday . its raya , come shasha house okay(: Love just turned in to sleep cause he'll be working tmr in the morning just to escape from Aidilfithri prayers . Gendeng benar^^ had sahur and tros slept after washing dishes . 11am woke up and helped sis out to potong bawang . miin texted (: i was busy , sorry Iss and Miin . had to cut into thin slices . bathed at 6pm+ cause i busy . Today had to do the curtains , kuihs in the kotaks , watched Sinar lebaran , potong many many bawang and chilli . helped Mum out wit the cooking . did tasting ^^ Delicious oii . After breakfast , helped mum clened up the kitchen fully and mopped . then watched Sinar lebaran . thats it . Done .

Love recommended this song to me(: It sweet yknow . he sang to me when we were not attched yet . currently wacthing DVD of Cinta fithri season 3 ! bEST awh... My happy 128 topup is finishing due to many calls i made . received many wishes of Hari Raya from friends(: im so proud yknow . ive got lovely friends out there being there for me for every step i took (:
Adel texted too and said sorry (: That depends on whether u changed or not . My house is fully decorated . Teman(: , kyter plan bila mahu keluar alright ? kae goleyk . im tired & i wanna go sleep now . BAK !

Selamat hari raya in advance y'all .

2009-09-19T00:04:00.003+08:00

Good morning(:
i just woke up . i should be texting Love tapi i slept . nasib diyer tk marah . Miinprince texted when i didnt . i wonder if u had gone terawih . hmm , HAHA ((: Nobody online . today nothing much happen . School was great ke hape sia . only after the school part . kae wait wait , will talk abt it later ! Maths and mother tongue was okay . Everyone was wishing Ms Eliza a SHR in advance . so were i :D

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me . right start from the morning . do th elangsir , masak , kopek bawang . OMG for a girl like me kan . Love was so shock and cnt belive that i would do all this . Seeee , im not pemalas . After schol , went lepak with lily,tiki and yaani near a block smlm . then met someone(i cnt say the name) a while . quite fun ! thnks for the treat and the so called surprise (: i apprecita it alot . more prove can can ?

Love has not slept yet . usually he will sleep aound 12am . bestkan ? see what i did . come tanya tanya . haha, i love u and thats a promise . treat me well ,i treat u better (:

Theres no use blogging and fighting over internet . COME FACE ME SIA ! WE SETTLE OGETHER ! I WAITED LONG ENOUGH . URE A COWARD . ITS A GOOD THANG I HAD PATIENCE JUST NOW . Lily shouted and u walk just like that ? i should have ran to u and slap you know . why ? cause ure being super rude . u din have the manners at all ! u throw files at peope , u tink whatt ? Fun peh sia ? u use vulgarity when we did not . if ure int he wrong , u maki maki cause u dun anything ti say . there u are , YOUH ARE IN THE WRONGG GIRL ! I would not want to reveal ur name here cause it will bring u shame . i dun wan babitkan sesiape . tapy seriously ehk . ATLEAST have manners ah siak !

its been that fabulous life .

2009-09-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hello Daily readers^^

changed my blogskin to a more simple one . guess its okay . song pun tukar tawu .

currently listening to Hampa Hatiku song by Ungu . Pasya cute gyler bodowh .aqu punyaa jugak!

Hari Raya is coming . and i wanna shop . lets list shall we ?

Bohemian Dress
Nurul Syakirin's Birthday Treat 'kau sugguh bertuah sayang'
Revoltage Bag
Snakers & Flats
Headbands and accecories
Tees and Singlets
Pastamina Half treat
LJS treat by Hari^^
Cotton On dresses & shorts/skirts
Adidas watch Gold(:

Not so much ay . Yes of course , movies also (: Mum said she would be giving more . *smiling * ive not yet sleep . im not sleepy . Faizal going Geylang with his Mum tomorrow & im rotting at home -.-

kay BAK !

2009-09-17T21:00:00.003+08:00

Sappoii people !

Today was great . Home econs was fun . we had to sew , so i made a flower on it and im proud of myself . Didy terantuk kepala nya di bawah meja . *clapclap* kae thank u (: met miin for awhile to settle . prove it !history was okay . asek2 terlanggar kaki Irfan . sorry :D . English was boring gila . but but wait , I had a fun time disturbing my partner , Hari . well , laughing partner okay . bangbang him with rubber habd . sekali his chin kena meja tros pain . HAHA lol ((: My hawtstuff dah botak . like OMG laa . skrg plak si Gigolo plak yg lebih hawt . aiyaaak , youh uh . Dance was fabuluos . recess was okay . Adel kept on texting feneh . here's one for u . ive been texting fai since just now . Anak Jufri mahh ((:

If u really think ure original , well okay ! then whats up with the awesome , abeyh asal , contact lens , hating pests , ikat scorpion , 'photography i (V)' phrase ? we're not trying to cari pasal but well its the fact . get in ur mind sayang . we do love u tapy sometime it irritates us . n since when whatt the hell , is bbyG ang bbyg's is DIFFERENT . oh come on , people comment on it! no different kan . haiyo . u ca use others what . takya la its only 4 person . this words means the same damn thang and it is pronouced the same . aiyakkkkk , come on . get in ur head bby . ps,u love purple so lets write in purple alrite .

Fabulous

2009-09-16T21:57:00.005+08:00

Holla Atcha !

i bought my heels,kebaya personal and bag . thats it done .
ita hell of a week , i tell u . Hell . bought my headband tonight . cool tawu . manii-manii gold beads . many thing happen today . My sis thinks that i went out with amin just because she saw him at woodlands . i find it weird tho . bodoh kan . like omg laa . pictures will be uploaded soon . i cannot find my usb cable . im rotting . i wanna hear my MP4 . eyaa come kay kay . supposed to shoot the movie today end up did not . im sorry all . tomorrow i promise . went to lily ouse to check in forbaju . didy as usual cerewet (: hee , kidding jek . buka Mcdonald today . Best kan ? i know . im craving for LJS . Hari kate dia mau blanja , kae best . keling pon okay le asalkn dapat makan ay . Dun get it wrong , his my laughing partner . he helps me when im needed . im sorry that ur hp is being confiscated due to me . HAHA ! currently texting faizal,amin then surfing blogshops & chatting away with Sufiahbby and a new friend (:. Bohemian dress , oh i wantt! Hari Raya is coming up . Mums baking cookies . n im grateful that i have a quite normal life . except the part 'Hamlau' comes inot my family . kay bustard sia .

First day is at Pak Lon's house . im gonna super busy . off my handphone thru out . Both fai and me would be busy . if not , i wud not layan him ! hee sorry. AREDILLA ? why ? no , its not that we taq puasa hati . we just wanted to remind u , thats all syg (: kyter taq mau cari gado . kyter baek . kay omg laa , stop sia shasha . dance practice ? its FA-BU-LOUS alrite ? steps becoming lawa , i cnt wait for performance . gen si shah tuh pemalas naq mampos . i fell like BangBang dorang tawu ! grr , pikir dia hawtstuff leh wat pape peyh ?. blueck uhh ! i want an ice cream . i dun care i want one . blanja me one !! grr , apan ,lu owe me ^^ ingat ehy . im asking mum to keeo the raya miney untl 3rd day and then i divide . cause ill spent it nonstop . im going Pastamania with Faizal after raya , maybe . kamurh janji ! westwood sayangs , korang da plan iler naq kwa ehk ? will text u all (: gue janji .

i want u to prove to me , thats all . & im truly sorry .

PS. I love my life . know why ?

cause i got my lovely friend being there for me , always

prove to me

2009-09-15T15:31:00.003+08:00

Ola^^
went to Vista point first then to Admiralty park yesterday . naq jumpe yaani skali she alek . Tell me y won't i bnget ? hee (: called Faizal otw home . sayang kamu^^ currently at Didyaani's crib . read Miinprince's blog smlm . I f u want me back , prove to me . im already Faizals . ure too late . i waited for 2 days to see if u were just joking but u werent . skrg taq dpt ur ex , aru cari i peyh ? think laa . u deserve someone better than me . yes , i do miss u at times . tapi whatt now ? after more than a week , u tell me now ? cam wth gituk ehk . grr . u mungkir janji u . i harap u satisfy for whatt u done . u made me cry . too much of ur nonsence . hais
12 Sept 09 ,11+++++++ pm (:
gue syg ini date boleh ? Awesomeee . yes , im Faizals and i love him . i jut hope hys not like Fikri . last long kae kae . syg bie(:
BabyG group has onlty 4 person :Didyaani,Lily,Shasha & Eyaa .
we have our own originaity. if u dun mind , please don't be a stalker ..

To Didyaani tersayang :

i told u already . he make u cry , dia kene . bsk aqu bwk frying pan ! grr , firj apsal nan kau ? sakit otak jiwe ? okay ke taq? ko mls nak layan yaani ? why ? what u want her to change ? yes i know that i donno her since sec1 tapy atleast tell her what u want her to change in . she's confuse , tolong la . asek2 diyer nanges . da lawa lawa aqu ikatkan beh dier nanges . pikir free ehk nak ikatkan org ? if u love her , accept for who she is . she's been 'beralahing' to u .yknow . nakmo gado ah krang . korang gado , cam like the whole world earthquake , org nak kene pujuk stop u all form marah nanges all that . yaani , sabar je . every relation mesti ader sungguh the banyak challenges . sabar jek kae syg ? lau dier buat perangai , kau diam je . look where he will go soon . semua laki akan cair lau kau sweet talk nan die . pmpn kan sumer suke manja . manja anohh kae ? cnfm cair like faizal . hee(: takecare my saynag

ISN'T HE HAWT

2009-09-09T00:26:00.001+08:00

OMG laa , he's super hawt kan ?

alaaa , look the way he pose ! shasha punyaa shasha punyaa ^^

RICHIE STRINGGIN ((:

i had fun(:

2009-09-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

Ola^^
i had fun today i guess ! hee
topup happy 128 , woah kan ?? headed to Didy house , then reach library saw JJ and Hui Wei . wahh , library sungguh kecoh siaow y' know . went to NTUC buy makan then to Lily Slumber's house to ehmm . then sent yaani to school beh alek house lily . After all,it was fun . but its not fun when u left MP3 at someone's else house . ZOMG,better cepat kasi . im so mendak the sungguh at hoem okay syg ? hees . tmr maybe go maen bola or shud i say WATCH tem . duhh , takda keje laeh ohh . must go doctor tmr . nose amat sakit lo . messaged Faizal thruout the day . fun should i say ^^ i miss budak-budak westwood , agy2 yg gayreks ehyy ?? hee , will meet u all soon . iiswear . RAYA must go out together . no matter whatt kay All ? muah

a blogshop begins

2009-09-07T14:29:00.000+08:00

Ola ^^
ive just ordered a headband and a bohemian dress .
im like so freaking excited awh ma try baju uh sumer . ALL postage ;wanie malas mau meetups ni semua .
Im starting a blogshop wih some other friends selling clothes and cakes . Do support !
will tell you all the information later ((:

i'll forget u , don't worry .

2009-09-07T07:36:00.000+08:00

Hello:B
things have been going on heavily you know .
ive lose cntct with miin . Sorry for my previous post . too much words g taq perlu ada di sana but well , its true . Surprisingly,i didnt cry when i reached home . maybe its just i cried enough in school . Buang lepas pakai uh lu-.- Omg,ure just like fikri . haish,i dowan to make it big . but oh , people read my blog . then so ? went lepak with BabyG after friday school . currently rotting at home . i had a tiff with Faizal due to problem with Amin and our problems . Iss had been texting me , its quite boring though . takpe2 , textmate jerh okayh . Aww,will be going out with Sufiah syg today,shopping uh yokk !
IZZATI(:,im sorry . mum uro ajak u when raya cause she's busy this week to cook for buka . iloveu okeyh ? hee . im not done with my project and my speech .like toot kan wanie LAZY !
Ruddy texted me yesterday . im sorry , i just cannot cntct a guy yang adr mater . last long kae . maybe some other time text me ..
Thanks Babyg for kindof comfortng me after texting amin . Yaani,im not angry with u for texting amin in thaat way cause i guess he deserves it . u janji with him to make me forget him kan ? try me kae syg . i cannot deny that i nvr miss u this days and think of u everytime i blink . but i cannot say it out loud , Didyaani will slap me for sure ); good luck and last long with ur ex (: but ill kee those memories keep still in my heart okayeh !
callo bete laa weyh . aqu mendak cam naq mati tawu !

With stars on ,
Shasha lee♥

2009-09-04T12:51:00.002+08:00

sakit hati bila kau pergi !
i do really miss u so much . ure really special to me .
tapi skrg u dah ada yang punyaa kan . good luck , & last long ):
u listen to whatt people say . bad mouth paaah . grr sumer u dgr . then if people ask u to die , how ? sanggup . u keep me like a textmate je tawuh .
i rase u will not last long awh . tapi u know why ? cause u just saw her and u love her back . trust me , miin .

i miss u );

2009-09-02T00:58:00.002+08:00

hello.

my stomach hurting , i donno why . maybe im cursed by dat shah fuchun for not picking up his calls and replying his messages . How desperado can u be ? im throwing my handphone aside starting from sahur tomorrow . im not gonna off my hp . if a guy really loves a girl,he would contact her no matter whatt . call or texting her until she answers . Well,thats the way . i learn it from Coelina (: thnks girlfriend ! i do miss u alot , tpi ure breaking my heart . still,my love for u is still there y'know . i nvr stopped loving u ,miin .

didyaani posting for ninie((:

2009-09-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

From Didyaani .

To ahmiin :
why do eu do all this , to my beloved Ninie . what did she do to receive this such of treatment -.- haiyoo . listen here , next tyme if eu dont love , don say love understand ! dont hurt her lyke this ! . simply , do eu know the ddefination og love ? come let me explain . if eu love ninie , eu must treat her , like she meant the world to eu . not like , eu say eu love her , but when eu sae ure ex , eu say , eu love her and wants her back . what is tht ? is tht how eu show ure love torwards ninie ??

haisz .. to ninie , sabar jekk larh ! guys are lyke this . matah putih ! pantang nmpk pompuan canteq ! ader alrh nanty ulat bulu dier naek ! SABAR KAE GIRL !
cann ??

signing off ,
Didyaani(TwinG )

if u love her .

2009-09-01T21:38:00.001+08:00

if u really love ur ex so much , go on with her la . take her back .
takya step sayangkan ninie .. its no use seriously . ure just hurting ninie more n more .
i dowan to cry again . not agin of love .
it hurt me badly already . now ninie know whats that ring on .
if u really love her , ignore ninie .
ninie will cry and heartbrokne , but she has to sacrifice her love towards miin .
she'll never foegt our memoires . but whatt to do .
she can't control u . all ur promises , all of them are bullshit or for real .
ninie's confuse . she loves u . but this is what she gets .
do u really love her , miin ? answer please .
she doesn't want to keep waiting for a dead love ending in the end .
if u love er , keep her and take care of her . & lastly,if u could,forget about ur ex . and that ring .

i miss u syg

2009-08-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

Aslm . Hello . SAP !
haha , im in a good mood today rather than those spammers ((:
contacted miin tady , ZOMG how much i miss him to the core .
tomorrow will be gng to Concord,maybe . mom wouldnt let us buka together=.-
miin is off to movies with monyet , n im rotting at home seriously.
currently chatting wit Bby ((: miss her alot , syakirin too !
mum's not topping up my ppd yet . smlm went buka at aunts house . it was great. semua anak dara masuk bilik ,boal tros tido^^ that Hamlau followed . im getting annoyed by him , swear sia . step baek ! grrr cam naq bunuh kauuuu=.=
doing the speech tingy now , difficult sumpah . Low fertility rate and rising unemployment . omg , kay BAK . im busy

2009-08-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

i feel neglected when ure at work ):
i miss u like hell , i know ure busy . i just have to bear kan .
i hope u understand . i looked forward to it awh taq .
miss u anak kasmuri yang galah amaattt !!!

callo bete

2009-08-28T22:55:00.003+08:00

hello.

just came back from CC temankan eeqa go take money . lol.

today school like nothing sia . recess mendak , tak leh makan . chitty chat with BabyG tanpa lydai ; wonder she go where huh . after school did not met Ahmiin .

Well,i was looking forward to it , ut end up din meet . kay takpe . u owe me one ! inviting Izzati to come my house ffor buka during holidays okay syg ? hehhhxD

Tuesday will be cmg back to Concord for teachers day , omg , i cant wait oii . or was it on Monday ? im confused .

Spammers are the ones takda life kan kan ! ganggu my life-.= i find it awful . takpe wanie sabar , bulan puasa lorrr . went back home with safeya and syira , senior ^^ lydai i dono go where with yaani . she was right behind us when we were returning home . duhh , guess she followed yaani ..

Amin will be finishing his attachment tmorrow which is Saturday . peyh nye best . rindu sama u awh taq giler bin galah ! i miss amin , izzati & syakirin . Monday buka together mahu ? i miss . but wait , i have to ask mama first orite !

calo bete !

spammers,get a life .y care ?

2009-08-26T20:18:00.001+08:00

saap orang-.-
today was not okay .
ive been coughing and sneezing all the time . omg laaa,im not gng to school tmr .
pandai-pandai hidop ehk korang ! todays subject was nothing . semua mendak .
cam naq tidor sia . after school waited for lydia for meeting for awhile then went home 913.
called miin and siap for buka . heat up .
mum bought food back home as theres no time for cooking . im now with mama at home .mendak sia .
updated facebook and tagged . my god , that fikri ah taq habes siol . penipu haram.

to all spammers :

how pathetic could u all get ASSHOLES ? ku malu sama muslim sia , ader bidak melayu perangai cam gni . immatures,kenal,takda life naq spam org . u tink ure so perfect ? berani buat , berani tanggung ah sia . tau spam blog org , brani jumpa . call aqu skrg . jgn jadi pengecut musibat agung terbesar . n NO , IM NOT AMIN'S MATAER . SEJAK BILA SIA ? muke pecah ? look at urself in the mirror first , bitches and gays -.- berbulu ? ko pena check peh sia ? sumpah taq tahu malu . LU KETUK ITU GENDANG , GUE GOLEK SAMA LU . BERANI SPAM , BERANI JUMPA AH SIA . trurun woodlands musiboooot agung -.- spammers are such immatures . go on , ill call u a 'no-life' category of people dengdengs -.- aqu step rmi laki suke aqu ? eh biler masa ? ada proof ? kau ni cemburu peyh ? lau taq , duk dima diam pat uma tuh py jauh jauh takya naq ganggu idop aqu .ure mjust making ur self miserable n myself wonderful y'know . wansueyy ehk korang =.-

im proud , spammers

2009-08-24T22:20:00.003+08:00

hello .
back to posting . but first , WAHHHH -.- im so proud of myself that i have wonderful 'friends' that come here to spam just of maybe jealousy that i have my BabyGs & yang takda life . please ah ehk =.= u spam,i dun care
school was not okayy . had Yoga for PE . best best *thumbs up*
than aesthetics we had to get ready for our concert for that day for dance . gue sungguh energetic ,safiah kater.
after school went to lily house , something struck me . i dun wanna elaborate more...
headed to Admiralty park , tok photos for RomeO & Juliet ((: lawa lawa .
i'll upload it soon maybe next week . texted faizal , but mostly miin more until ppd sungguh mau low (: hehhxD
ayah ,topupkan okay ? called miin after school . went doctor after BUKA .
buka makan KFC serta Spaghetti, sedap tawu ((: mama masak pahhhh
finshing attachment on dis saturday ^^ YAHOO !
kay done . BAK ! it means bye (:

to spammers ; get a life

2009-08-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

did i even say im prettay ? did i ? no kan .
omg , spam uhh spam .
Fuckery,ure just making myself wonderful y'know .

lets move on .
today went to Madrasah and then to IMM .
i had difficulties slepping due to blocked nose and cough serta sorethroat .
mum gave me choices to go to school or not tommorow .
i had to go to the doctor . maybe tues .
tmr planning to have project taken on . and camwhore model like pics .
Mom cooked Mee siam today , sungguh sedap . Eeqa went for the tasting .

2009-08-23T02:43:00.000+08:00

omg , i just finished surfing the internet .
i got to know im being lied by an idot mofo -.-
'Fikri' name is not fikri . its Fairuz . taq ke cam sial . i gave him one lvery superb long message in tagged . biar the sedar . kimak kau la ! perangai mintak penampa siol . *geram*
well oh well , FJ is att already with Nisa Anna Belle . last long oii (:
u chose the rright perfect girl , sungguh lawa n skinny . hoho
Tapi bila aqu punya turn mau attached ? ahahahaha

nows my future tangy .
-i wanna take candid model like picture . i'll show u one later . i wanna change the style of taking picture . no more smiling .CANDID MODEL-LIKE photography ada paham . itu pun pakai dress and all . hire a photographer .
-blogshop . its more better than go out . mama sponsor $$$ kay goleyk .

a long day ahead

2009-08-23T00:58:00.003+08:00

hello(:

Sorry for not updating for such an effing long time . Mom doesnt let me use tho .

so lets refresh can we ? During art lesson , theres this teacher named Mr Alex. he sungguh the baek y' know . and hys face macam FarizJ . amcm taq cair . wow langsung sia . we had to do printing something using ninon blocks . gyeah , after finish he sat at my table and do some paperwork . i sat beside hym then we talk amcm ? friendly kan ? gue tahu sik (:

My Homecons practical test was a BLAST;i tell u . we did teh tarik , fruit salad and Soabean pulave for the main dish . i was clumsy tt i dropped the boiled basmati rice ont he floor . i was not focus . Sorry FirdausA ); Next , common tests were hard . *cross fingers* hope i get satisfying results wookay !

many thing unwanted happen , wouldnt want to type it down huh . Well , Selamat Berpuasa ! First day of uzur and im already having periods on the first day i tell u ! omg la , i had moodswings everythen . im sick , kena cough and running nose from (insertname) . Lets just say , i had a tough week . Hope it ends smoothly .

Fai has been texting me , cheering me up due to some problems . gyeah , thanks fai (: sorry i hearbroken u , i din mean to . i guess its not yet ur chance .. maybe our future ahead ? if u wanna keep waiting , i dun mind . but please don't putus hati . i have weakness pujuk-ing oranf orang yang amat sedih .

Didy ran home just now . teman her to my gouse . her mum took her back home at 5 ard like that . Don't run away again paham . ur parents don't mean what theyy say . *just like my mom* buat bodoh je whatt they say . just respect them , macam paham uhr aqu . idk whatt to advice . Stay happy nan tu mamat 2D , last long my sayangs xD

im back .

2009-08-15T04:48:00.000+08:00

sup !
currently chatting with Faez . wahh , ini hawtstuff gila .*no offense*
updated blog . lagu merepek ,ninie pah =.-
school was dead boring . history that cikgu misai taq stop yakking .
Maths was O-KAY .
after school , went to Didyaani crib ;movie marathon today .
Bride wars , Love and then Anaconda . RAWR kan kan !
Firstly, i miss Mama so much . She'd gone for Bangkok in the afternoon .
InsyaALLAH my mum n her twin come back safe . Amin . shopping banyak-banyak awh !
i gave her the list already (: come back fast Mums .
so left me , sister,lil bro , elder 2 bros and papa at home .
Fuckery , its so dead boring .
Worst,living with my father .
Obviously , every night and morning go out to have breakfast or dinner .
Got my handphone back at night just now . Cool kan . tros msged that galah of whose.
im sleepy , so goodnight .

i love my people

2009-08-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

hello darlings (:

don't contact me cause my hp is being ____ AGAIN !

ask me why ? go ask somebody else would u ? im sick of it ! grr -.-

but still i made effort to contact him . and he sabar , sapa taq cair ? huhu

today after school,went to didy crib .

tot of gng to pasar , tapi tak jadi . i kirim her and so on .

DIDYaani , last long ? FirJ,lau yaani nanh=ges , aqu cari kau dulu ada paham?aqu bwk frying pan sekali ! gyeah , ingat ehk

i miss Nur Izzati Natasha so much . so much . equal as i miss him ):

my Practical test for He is tmr and im so nervous .

Wish me luck , i love u all .

goodbye .

Cayang , i promise . keep that date that we keep janji kita okay ?

i love u .

its just not u .

2009-08-09T02:03:00.003+08:00

hello humans (:

guess the pictures stories the half of my day ain't ?

had tuition late today . breakfast . computer . headbanging \m/

had kenduri after that at Serangoon . its the place where Fai ask me for stead last year .

Woah huh ? memories oii , but still have to forget right .

headed to IMM shopped there and to Al-amin for supper . ate burger yg sungguh delicious ~

messed up my baju kurung , car-ed home .

Zeyu prank me . kay whatever eh lu ? hahahaa .

U take it too seriously . yes i know,its a chilidish and abit overboard but u don't have to .

i too would angry but i would not control u . ure stubborn when i ask u not to msg .

kay uhr , i dun even know why ure like this nowadays . like da change gitu .

bad or good also i don't know which . YES i am tired and sleepy when i talked with u .

sorry for talking to u like taq mau layan . im quite fcuk up with ur degil , tpi lupekan.

whats wrong with u tonight ?

i wouldn't want to mess upp today, but u did it . not me .

its just not you tonight . needless to say sorry .

guess u are not in the wrong . da uhr bye .

2009-08-08T04:49:00.000+08:00

Supra High Shoes TK $115
GOLDEN SUPRA SHOES .

$39.99

viewed ebay and searched like hell . its expensive ):

im craving for it . one of them would do . but these two are just too gorgeous .

i want one pretty please ..

2009-08-08T03:29:00.001+08:00

Love meter: High

i love bie, i love bie , i love bie . can i ever stop saing that ? or maybe thinking abt him after today ? Zomg,u made me crazy over u laaa , Susah sgt ke nk kater sorry ? i love u oredi too much(:

Today's celebration was awesomezxszxs ! had my face painted , burok -.- painted ARE-dilla faces too;that one pretty . Concert was fantasticooooo !! Sing-a-long session ? baeeeeeek ^^ met ahmiin after school,fetched me up infront of school , SEMUA orang peyh tengok dier buat aper ? mine sowang tahu ! hehhhXD

cabed to Marsiling intchg from my school . he was so pemalas,he wudnt want to walk -.= mrted to Orchard . meanwhile,used his PSP to dengar lagu . oh,heaven sia. shopped at Wisma for my dress(lama sungguh kita jalan ehk bie?) and find shoes at Far East Plaza . ate KFC,bie was revenging on one of the cashiers . hha,baek peyh bie . suke revenge ehk lu ? after all that,mrted to Dhoby Ghaut for his model interview . see,i told u got it . *bluek* u won't be tipu-ed laa , trust me (:but that amount is just too big just for a portfolio y'know. Finally headed to our last place . and we returened after that . sucha long day,my legs grow numb walking too much finding the dress. u made that day just special for us . Thanks,i love u so much (: and y'know i know we love each other .

returned home ard 8+ . Zomg . mum was furious and confiscate my hp again. called amin for awhile,he waited for me if anything happens . aiyaaak,sweet kan . Mama taq pena pukul i sayang , marah tuh marah la bie . u worried too much(: i love u , i cannot get that out from my mind . omg, i cinta u pulak .

i love u. i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u .i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u . i love u ; ilove u . i love u . i love u. i love u . i love u ♥♥♥♥♥

ive got confessions or should i say words to say to my friends .

im sorry if im neglecting u . i realise that ive been living in my own world with amin . i had much fun that i forget u guys . im really sorry . i didn't expect things to be this way . i love u all especially u , IZZATI. im sorry i did not contact u too much . i promise i will soon , soon bby(: i love u , sungguh . im sorry if any actions made u unhappy about me .

Currently now im rindu-ing : ( bestest friend only)

Izzati laaa
Syakirin shortass(:
Dhaniah Fezira Bte Padzli

2009-08-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

hello kawan(:
today was G-R-E-A-T ! home econs was d best,baked muffin.
partnered with aredilla,FirA din come . mine's was delicious,nearness ? NO WAY oii
Ayu punyaa perfect sia . high and sedap the sungguh tawu (: well done !
Didy is becoming closer with FirJ . lily maken gila tiap hari nmpk NASER! huhu^^ eyaa semakin hari semakin hawt (: sayang koraaaaaaaaang semua !
went to Marsiling bought bubble tea , went back school watch soccer .
reached school,open water,foolscap and watch this Chinese twins . sec 4 i guess .
Waahhh,kyut oii . lydia amek satu,aqu amek satu . kay BEST !
im not going to wear red shirt tomorrow ,ltr semangat again sia -.-
ooo,ahmiin just texted me . okay goleyk.
currently chatting with SAN Dragin . kay layankan kau ehk ?-.- sungguh irritetek !
CASANOVA,tapi baek . huhu^^ y'know i know .
im unprivating my blog . nothing to hide already mahh .
return home with lily , walk seperate ways . she sungguh the kaki cacat senget ehk (: love u jugak !
ive got homeowrk .
kbye

2009-08-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

hello.

currently locked in room boringly ? duhr , just undertsand would u .

took picture with EeqaFella using webcam just now . cool awh,so many functions gitu.

cam jakun ehy? huhu^^

i rot at home yesterday . and i did not go to madrsah just now . rotting . pleading for entertainment. im here rottin,and there he is working till 8pm. chatted with Nasrul just now . funfunfun^^ baek tawu ! promise me chips more will u ? kay goleyk.

ayah hv not give back hp. he says im still contacting amin . so here i am , thinking brainstorming ? whether i should leave him,lose contact with him by tomorrow .

i know that i'll be crying badly in my room if i do leave him .

FYI,im still angry with u due to friday !

what to do ? went ot pasar just now with my 2nd vrother . Do u ever believe he changed to a better person ? well,he did to my surprise (: im proud of him now . belanja me just now . BEST kehaper !! im concentrating on my studies more now ? don't EVER ask me why .

common tests are coming,ive not yet to study . later on , will ya ?

updated my blog ,done okay ? live ur life to the fullest oii.

or else,u'll regret it just like i did .

2009-08-01T05:00:00.000+08:00

this week was super mendaak sumpah . but im getting better on studies , i swear . mum's not giving back hp ubtil 1 week she says. today is Friday and miin took off . iwas so eager to meet him sekali he is sick . that doesn't matter . what matter is that , he did not pick up my call when i called him ! i was mendak-ing . even he rejected and off his hp . & ill bet u a 100 bucks that he went out . if he went out , he was sick . cam like WTF ehy . ive got no mood right now . i cll u rejct beh off . baek peyh .
atleast say ,"IM BUSY , IDIOT ." grr ,guess i did a mistake again huh . currently cutting my crap with Nasrul. he's funny and enteratining, i swear . guess we wanna meet soon huh ? go muay thai ! AH-BUSH !!!
im hungry . Ayah's been such a bore . im maybe going KL next week . i wanna relax my mind . will just be going out with my cousin and makcik . only 3 of us ,confirm BEST gilerr . thats if miin is still like _____ . i wanna go Bangkok with mama oso but dah too late cause ticket udah habis , cb laa . guess i'll be tracellin ard th world this month (:

2009-07-28T21:32:00.001+08:00

hello GILAs.
im been spending time with my BabyGs nowadays . well,atleast today i had fun ABIT): i do miss miin so much , tapi wat to do ?
Mom's still confiscating my hp & i feel so bad about it . i always 'perasaan' dengar-dengar vibrating . tot my hp oii.
im not sure about myself . im giving Didyaani advices but i myself is not perfect yet.
after school today,went to 7eleven bought Maggee and went to void deck mamam(: Wind sungguh BEST nyari ! hehehh
went to eyaa house,baby amat cute mcm Makcik nye oii(: then to Didyaani's crib .
went to padang,lie tere and took pictures using Faiqah's friend hp . y' know i know .
i saw name ALLAH at the clouds(: gayrek oii , sungguh (:
ive listed down things i wanted mama to buy,thats done .
im doing good progress on my studies,sumpah XD *wink*
PE yesterday was awesome,the seniors were gayrek oii(: i love this one kakak hoho .

To Smurfsyg,
i love u . & i really miss u so much . my hp kena confiscate how ?
u wanna bear with it ? i promise ill drink susu okay(:
if i could meet u now,i would hug u so tightly ): i miss u like hell .

2009-07-26T16:54:00.000+08:00

Supszxsz ! Yo . hi . Hello ?
Clearly,im super mendaak . i did many sins . im sorry ma );
& this BLOGGER is super ultra GILA ! i cannot upoad pictures . aiyaaak !
YES,i privated my blog . why ? cause its so not privacy when someones go thru ur life don't u think ?
Mum's going Bangkok so im gonna 'pesan' many things .
Shoes,dress,jackets,tee shirts & my longing for supra shoes SINCE JUNE !
no patience sia aqu . i want all seriously . Mom say some things if she saw then she buy .
so anything Raya boleh beli mahh . i have to go home straight away after School . so im changing thingsNOW.
-no msging guys until i reached home.
*Ahmiin until ard 10am msg him . at night after he work,then msg . exceptional ehk.
-studying is suppose to be done at living room not in my room .
-MUST come home after school STRAIGHT.have anyting ? tell Mama first.

teruk kan . its me who did this . not mama ask me do. Be good girl uhr from now on .
I don't even think i can lepak long with u all agian sia . kimaaak,terok bo-DOH.

2009-07-20T11:09:00.002+08:00

hello.
currently in school . nowadays,im thinking negatuve about many people . even people who i don't know . i think bad baout them / Whats wrong with me ? haishh , idk why im thinking negative . why why why ! i feel that everyone is just rying to pretending good infront of me .. everyone and i mean it everyone , i think bad things . like they are gonna do something , like leaving me ? omygosh laaaaa , aqu sungguh gila . ever since that day , i felt weird , really weird.
like somehow or rather , they don't like me or leaving me for no reason . haishh ,
goodbye .

i had fun ystdy

2009-07-18T16:16:00.003+08:00

hello (:
haha smlm was fun sumpah , walaupun sekejap ajeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!
met ahmiin at Lakesida . waited for more than half an hour-.- meanwhile,deleted messages . full oii. tros kasi card , went to his home naq ltk then cupcake . omg laa , he sungguh the hothotheaaat and wangi ,seriously . peluk gue cam pelul bantal huhu^^ he's not angry anymore *big smile* ahh,rindu oii sama dia . _______ sama dia then blanja him , he want susu beh open m wallet , he saw a ____ inside . i was smiling malu then he say give me . he don;t let me or else he will ketuk my kepala , cnfm sakett oii . then wanna go back home , he nid meet his mama at intchg , i sat infront of him , act2 cm taq kenal dier , haiyaaaaaaaaak, kembang oii . his Mum seems to be nice , seriously (: then went on the same train as him , we act like we don't know each other . inside mrt , he tarik my bag*geram* cam doll oii kene tarek. rinduu sia .

Today: had tuition . Ahmiin msged , i cnt reply (: sorry saaaaayang(: cleaned house . Mum is now at JB with cik Ana , ma buy for me kuihkuih tawh . called ahmiin jap . sent adek to school for NDP preview . now left with ayah and abangabang (: i had fun smlm , sungguh fun .
i LOVE u sungguh (: Wafiq msged me , omg , sorry aqu taq leh reply . Calle Otos !

I LOVE MIINPRINCE F*CKING MUCH

2009-07-17T02:22:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to u ,

happy birthday to Ah-miin ..

Happy birthday to u (: ~

omg hubby , today is your b'day . early early at 12 am sharp tawu i msg . huhu^^ im sorry for all okay that i made u super angry until now kan... i want oyu to live ur life to the fullest today otey . i know u miss ur mom and u want to go out with her kan kan kan ?? i kan pandai . hoho (: u already turn a year older , ive not . im so left behind kan . tetap i syaaaaaaang u . i taw u pon syg i (; haha tapi u confuse kan . tapi release ur stress today kay ? im seriously sorry , i regret saying all those harsh words . I LOVE U , and it will always be . forever & ever , i promise . i da beli dua present . yang real punyaa present i give u next weel okay ? lau tak leh jumpe i , nehmind . u have tons of attachment work to do . u dah meningkat umur taw , taq semestinyer naq kene flirt -.- i tahu u hawt banget-boleh buat i cair tawu . ingat tau u , i punyaaa bukan yang laen . i sayang u & then fullstop . happy love story (: maafkan i lau i terlalu harsh towards u . i shud not hv said that . i love u i love u i love u . ure mine ure mine ure mine . always always always . Happy Birthday once again (:

PS. I LOVE U F*CKING MUCH .

omg,i love u (:

2009-07-16T17:28:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings(:
currently at Didy Yaani's crib . many thing telah happen .Suddenly Fikri texted me saying i and him are still a couple . hadn't we fight long ago ,then we said about breaking up ? Didn't we ? u din cntct me for so long ? im know im not att tapi my love towards u already fade a long time ago . don't u ever think that even when u say sorry , ure just hurting my feeling s? YES,i did wait for our 1 mnth to confirm whether we break or not . but u din kol or msg me , so i treat as a real break . im sorry,i don't tink i cn love u anymore . readers,yes i did met Fikri ystdy . i ask him to prove his love to em . tapi whatt happen ? NOTHIING , u hold my hand and say sweet words . i did fall for it ,, u say u love me butt whatt prove can i get from u ? im sorry,im never gonna get in my head that u ever llove me . i love Ahmiin and thats it . FULLSTOP !!!

tommorrow is gonna be someone's special bday . OMG,ure turning a year older .and im still far way behind . i love u and always will . Ure my everything okay ? dun leave me , i lve u truly (: tapi whatt can i do if u dun love me and dun wanna maafkan i ? go ahead with ur life okay . ill be here , waiting and always remembering u ): i just hope you forgive me cause im really sorry for whatt a stupid act i did . once we've started , i dun wanna stop it . i want you , just you okay . Happy Advance Bday to u (:

i already did a BIGBIG _________ for him . huhu^^ i can't celebrate with u on ur special day . just be happy okay , ill wait for u . Today nothing much happen . seriously , class was boringg . BOTH Form Teacher and teacher did not come . super gayrek (: tapii mendaak pat class oii .i didi like a dozen cranes ? omg manii kan ? haha ,kater ninie mahh . i wanna say bout this one person . don't u know ure super irrtating ? omg , i feel like fall to my feet and beg to u to stop yakking and make lame jokes -.-

2009-07-15T19:49:00.002+08:00

hello earthlings !

things happen . i cannot post much . one thing : I HATE MY FREAKING BROTHER . SO MUCH . SERIOUSLY . i just wanna say thank you for everything , the love u gave me , i really apreciate it . ive said sorry many times . but i guess im like reaaly a Setan in ur eyes . u re not even sure u can forgive me . i sent u msg after that oso u din reply . u say u love me still, but whatt prove do u get . ive been waiting for ur message for hours

live ur life

2009-07-14T18:48:00.002+08:00

sapzxszxsx !

mater steam peh ? STEAM KODOK ! ehh dis was taken in Mother Tongue.spent my day like F-U-N tawh ! needed todo correction was like wth . NAJADE kater mau kasi ____ tapi taq kasi -.- sial kan . after school went to Cause way then to civic , ate Mcdonald's went libraty saw that betina pukimak yg stare stare tuh ,mepeeek . then go to my crib , gaduh with abang infront of my TwinG and all .super pathetic sia . then camwhore used the computer . TwinG told me that Fj was chatting with me earlier on but i was lying on the bed so i was like ' since when he wated to talk to me ? kater dah adr Anna belle mahh' . huhu^^ nvr msged Ahmiin today , super like taq pasal ? lau taq syg , ur pasal okay ? i won't cry again , i swear . n oh . IzzatiBby i wanna smack ur face cause u slash . u jaga uhh u !*grr* then online , NAJADE mau kasi besok . hooray uhh babe (: school was fun i guess . Shazryn fs was capres with vulgar . like OMG laa , haha . okay , then Ahmiin chat with me just now , i tink he's not working , ok best , idk laa . mcm da patah hati taw ? just enjoy ur life okay . n eh u become my daily reader , ok baeeeeeeeeek . huhu^^ eyaa came to my crib too , camwhore-d . she sungguh-the-lawa taw . Jambu gue sik .haha (: n oh did i mention we went to the playground ? n again omgobly , sungguhim so lasbience kan ? look bawah *eyes go down* lawa kan ? then ape lah ? motor motor sik Didy ! hahha . idk why the got this part ,kay forget about it . no need elabortae . i guess im living my life to the fullest with BabyG's . i love kamu semua , sungguh (: syg korang (: *kembang kan !* haha

we lived our life to the fullest .

2009-07-14T18:40:00.002+08:00

i know u want me!

2009-07-13T20:23:00.003+08:00

Ninie Screamo Ah'lian abeyh asal ?

huhu ^^ so today was duper fun , had PE and aesthtics on the same day . Dance was awesomw,i mean it . i sungguh the energetic and i had to tolerate with Syuk's merepek , haha . then it was Eng and i tell u i was gonna fall asleep . y' know i know ah kay ? after school went to wdlds Libary ,saw Nini Nabeyh sungguh lawa (: rock on babe ! we camwhore-d . each of us wrote something on MY coloured piece of paper n drew , fun tawu . look at photos below oii *eyes down*i wrote 'Miinprince' cause i missed him or else i would have wrote my name-.- when recess he called , i was not surprise so i ran to the toilet , beh buang mase -.0- stakat boal jap je . tak ke bingit ? i was just asking one question , thats it . im not gonna slash anymore , im not ! Bdk-bdk baru maju pat library semua ada . mepek siol , siapa yg kecoh skrg ? this one girl show tantrum beh asal > AES so ? kwan aqu pon sane mehh . stare biar betul ehk lu .. so went to my crib , ate ate ate , bila mau gemuk uh aqu ? huhu^^ then Hssan text ohh sungguh best ? haha sarcastic uhh korang . bingit siol . n oh FJ is online now . see uh his pm , go see ! omg , i feel like being lied ? kater jekk taq mau in rshp , taq ready , OMG laaa -.- gue naek cemburu , kay for whatt sia ? im living my life to the fullest . im craving for _____ . i told my Baby Gs then all want also except Adel . hoho lobang ohh lobang -.- ystdy convo msn with Shah , Hassan Adel and NAJADE i guess - sngguh the gayrek . shah panedek . haha jiwerh uh jiwerh !

we had our fun .

2009-07-13T20:08:00.003+08:00

2009-07-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

i miss you ); *had been hearing this song since that day *

2009-07-12T17:30:00.005+08:00

weiik .
im so frustrated . only now i can use the computer . i won't be uploading as many picture a spossible . Ahmiin and me is still fighting ;just saw his blog . omg la , dier adr that semut . baeeek , aqu da get ready utk preare for his bday beh jadi gini . dia adr pmpn laen 'picking her up at 8 at bugis' mcm terlalu cpat sia . Nurina blg da he's too old for me and that if i kept on waiting ,theres no use and he has pmpn laen . anytime he can come and go . OMG laa , aqu salah lelaki agy . n oh theres this Haikal msged me then mtk kenal2 . aqu tny Shah beh aqu uat bodo nan tuk jantan . why ? cause aqu tknk lelaki agy cm laki busuk . semua buang lepas pakai . How can i trust guys again ? wth , i want _____ now . seriously , ever since im in abiggy fight or whatt i crave for it so much ,like damn hell . i lie to myself if i say i dun miss Ahmiin so much tapi dier suke pmpn laen . nadim fcuking sure about that . oh dun be a desperad , can u ninie ! Ruddy nvr called for abt 2 days ; prepaid aqu pon low so baeeeek and now i topup already . my handphone is silent ,no more vibratig like it used to dulu when im with him . alaaa , imissu i swear tapi how can i prove to u that i can change ? damn u , moodswings , ure the cause of all this . Because of u , the love of my life is gone , for good . and i had a hard time making him love me back do y' know that . kanina chow G'BAI . pala buto and know whatt last friday chatted conference msn with Hassan and Shah , baek pe ? haha as usual kena kutok aqu layankan and dorang boal konek adr uhh sometimes beh boal pasal chicks . i was like wth dpn aqu . agy baek boal tmpt laen sia . gilaaa punyaa orang . tapi BEST oii . okay goleyk . tomorrow is monday , okay baeek . adr PE and Aesthtics , cnfm gerek !! i tried my best tapi dier adr pmpn laen , omg im sooo cemburu , sumpah ): i miss u like theres no tomorrow tahu !

Hubby , im sorry );

2009-07-11T03:55:00.002+08:00

saapxzxs !!
i cannot sleep . omg , im having insomnia .
jyeah,changed blogskin . something neon aye (: im currently missing :
Muhd Amin Bin Kasmuri .
i LOVE him somuch & hell yeah , i MISS too much .
i just hope youwould forgive what i said earlier on . i really am sorry .
Aww,im sorry that i ruined ur heart );

i want forget you

2009-07-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

i go gugugaga went she hugs me so tight(:

rockasai abeyh asal ?

Today i kinda live my life to the fullest again . why ? cause i wnna forget lelaki lelaki . Didy say im losing all my contacts , i say okay*sad face*. Ruddy called just now , which made me go grr cause i was gonna sleep before gng out . But eventually glad to hear his voice . cute peh u ? Haha (: kept msging Ahmiin ant to settle but he didn't layan so i said bye . so now , im trying my veryVERY fcuking best to forget him (: cleaned the classroom then Didy's Mom fetch us to CWP to go popular . drove there , reach , saw Matreps'oh-sungguh-taq-layan' boal mepek . then to McDonald makan-makan . then car-ed back to Didy's home . of course , we camwhored . sape taq pena sia ? Then we use comp made project . Didy and Lily maen guitar ;baeeeek~ i msn-ed with Ruddy . sape taq mau si cute itu ? haha , jgn kembang ehk lu . then we camwhore-again *malas mau upload la sia* . Twin G ikat sama gue , kater twin mah ? sayang sama lu banget (; Adel py layan itu Baby ,kau cm cikgu oii . Then we danced for Teacher's Day . i lost all my choreography sia . open NOBODY beh joget cm dorang *kening naek* mepek kan ? i know ,you know . then walked home ,saw skaters , satu je cute beh they say"kiss uh kiss" . i was like wtf . it stopped raining so me , adel and lily sang many sone ,'nobody,i know u want me,if u happy and u know,kantoi" and then theres this one part they "if ure happy and u know , u say Rockasai !" i was sungguh and i pekik to the maximum and im having sorethroat now . mehh pe ? nowadays i have pictures im been lasbience with Didyy , baek pe ? andand Lily told that im her lasbience partner to Ruddy , and he was like short beh dier kekek . currently chatting with Shah,Hassan and Felly ;msned Conference mahh . ok golek . goodnight .

n ohoh , im going to forget you ahh !

im sucha whore .

2009-07-10T02:14:00.004+08:00

Sapszxszx !
its 2.20am and im not sleeping yet .i should have slept but then i was woken by his call and Desperado call . sial oii dat deserado . ive just finished fightinig with amin . ohdamn,did i say amin ? i mean someone who hates me like fcuking alot now just because i say i get jelak when u say 'iloveu' many times . i said sorry , i swear cause IzzatiBby would want me to do that(: he say i nvr appreciate him la , then started kira-kira ngan gue with money all that . ninie aru boal sal dier boal sak n sia the dier da mcm kater sorry beh we fight again . when we were fighiting , i imeediately change my song supaya aqu saket hati gitu lor . best peh aqu joy . i do miss him like hell tapi what to do ? im not a simple girl he expected . im a whore right,people ? RIGHT ? i knew you all would nod ^^ and i knew he would agree cause he hates me now . dead serious . i was blank when he say he hate me ,mater terbliak la weyh . abeyh asal ? i said sorry pun taq guner ? whatt am i suppose to do ? say i love you to him ? cnfm taq berjaya sia . then i Asked him to say,"say u dun love me . nvr love me even once when we were ttm . and that u hate me so much that u are thinking im sucha whore . say it pls" ;but he din say it . he say he won't lie to himself . he's online on tagged , biaser uh rmi pmpn peh pat saner and his Mafia Wars . i should ask Didy Yaani to slap my face when i remind of amin or i say his name . he forgot me so fast oredi mahh so i will try veryvery hard to forget him too . im such whore . i do love ahmiin , sumpah . tapi im having moodswings just now so maybe thats y i say all thise kind of stuff ot him . But i know , he won't understand . he will keep on blaming me . he asked me to delete his number , msn ,tagged , friendster nad facebook . i find it so stupid cause i can remember almost every piece of him . i miss him so mch y' know tapi whatt to do ! he love other gal mah .his semut , his ah anyone uh except a whore like me . he still won't say all those hurtful things . Cause when someone says something hurtful towards me, ill be extremely angry and then ii blow up , i eat alot , i gain fat , and i become lazy . i wanna be like that . i want stress so i would gain weigth and no one would want me especially Amiin . aqu degil semcm korang taq leh tahan . biar uh dier go with other pmpn . This just means im no longer his ttm , just a whore stranger to him . aww , how much i miss him . Rmbr : i won't msg him . cause he deleted my number and im too modest and too sedih to msg him . even if i msg him , i dun tink he ill layan . everytime he marah , he say he will marah for a short time only . BUt im fcuking sure that this angriness towards me this time ; would be Forever and ever . im sorry for what i said earlier on*if ure reading my blog* and i really appreciate what u did for me , all those gmbr n so fourth . u deserve someone fcuking better than me even tho we had ______ that stuff . i slh orang lagi and i feel so bad about it that i think my ownself as a fcuking cb whore bitch who kena hate by you . Stay happy always . Take care . Have a good life ahead . i hope his happy with his decision ormaybe i would Want to hear his fcuking sweet voice again . and i really love that cake i buy for you....

2009-07-10T01:41:00.002+08:00

Sekarang baru gue paham lagu ini ,paham benar benar . thanks for everything .

2009-07-10T00:22:00.004+08:00

mahu pelukan nya ? best tawu kene peluk:p
mehh sini cium , mehh .

Lily Slumber abeyh asal ?

She was too shor to uptall me .

ini lah anak Jumari , makimaki . aiyoo (:

nur syazwani bte rock bte masai

i HEART you la weyh.

maner satu mau ?

K im done,golek mehh . but its not ALL of the pictures . im cuking lazy to upload actually , but tht TwinG of mine force me to . so Boom Cika Boom ! i still need to send her email of all the photo we took . aiyaaaaaaaak , ini punyaa Twin G teruk punyaa perangai orh . kayda . wansuey ehk lu . okay da cb .

do ur gelek dance !

2009-07-09T16:16:00.006+08:00

Saaapzxszx !!

otp-ed with Ruddy Chinoneh,sungguh gayrek?HAHA lol , suare i cm ur ex peh?He has mataer , seriously.so i won't kacau him ,aqu good gal ah seyh .asyik2 panggil aqu 'siao' . okay golek . Ah-miin oso nvr contact me , so like wtf ? k gelek cptcpt(: tady when recess , NAJADE mahah stare aqu ,sebelah Shah . ohh baekk*thumbs up* dua dua gilaaa punyaa wanna-be matrep? Shah angkat kaki beh senyum-senyum , pikir fun peh ? ape agy,gue jeling mehh ! just now was HE , n my kimah n chappati WOW ,jadi kimaaak siol . sik ARE dilla taq dtg , gue buat sama FirA lor , bnyk complain sia tuh kecik(:ttp aqu loike . haha currently msn-ing on Hassan , wahh maseh bahan kekek pe aqu ?!??!! k ehk pape picit aqu lau korang dabis kekek kay ? k set . Hustler is online tpi taq lyn sgt . Hrus ke aqu cemburu lagy sekali ? aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaak,diilemma uh dilemma uh weyh . but one thing , i find Ruddy cute hor , last long ah beb !im sooo mendaaak,my prepaid is low ' know why ? been msging Ruddy craps . and last time Ah-miin's . Honestly,i do miss him tapi dier taq realise mistake dier ,expect aqu uat aper sia ? gelek ? k baeeek . after school went to Library , adr org kater kter cuci mater ? wtf ehk lu . then went Lerk Thai go maakn my food drop because of Didy and my clumsiness . aiyo , then go back home called Ruddy . cm best gitu ehk ? hha , kay wansuey .

2009-07-07T17:48:00.002+08:00

hello kamu !

chatted with Hassan invite NAJADE and Ruddy .

we all yak yak uhh . beh diorang kacau aqu uh . sial kan . then najade ask me which hairstylist i go to . i say ahmiin ask me to cut like this . then kater ttm aqu MAOT . hahha mesti lor , ttm aqu peh ! sayaaang u ! then tmr be prepared , im gonna be kacau again , malas sia naq layan . big fcuk ehy ? then najade told me that hassan told me them that im his ttm ? since when aye ? then najade say Shah cikit cemburu . LOL , i was kembang ;sumpah . Hubby ^^ thank u (: hahah bcoz of u , i kena kacau by these two Most Irritating guys tpi gayrek(: then he tell me just now all the guys gossiped about me , baek pe . aqu jadi bahan kekek . ape nta , tmr ____ & ____ fight . idk why , had care eyh . asalkan aqu taq masuk campur sua . Didy was holding my handphone just now , then dat jantan pukimak call , she angkat then maki2 him lorr . then one by one ,lydia tiki n yaani use vulgarities . went to Causeway then my home , camwhore . *lazy to upload * im not sure but i guess They helped me forget FJ more . im gng now . k bye (: